gosh, it's been ancient since i last blogged. lotsa things have been occurring in my life and i got to think over a lot of matters... haha one thing i know is that i'm over-stressed with all my commitments and there are some things i feel like quitting and dropping out of... but then God is amazing. somehow he answers my prayers through music and the wonderful people and friends around me. at times when i ask myself, "how did i got myself into all these things?" and then at the end of the day, the answer was that God has a lot of plans for me and i should feel blessed knowing i do have my set of gifts. it got me thinking... about something i read quite long ago: God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way. when things go wrong, when i feel lost, these r one of the times i m thankful that i have a religion, a faith to hold on to. when there are problems tt i feel are too personal, a strong belief is what keeps me going. hahhaha omg! i sound like a preacher! haha! gosh im in one of my those, u noe, preachy mood!

today... pipi (embarassingly) threw a milo packet at gen. her motive is innocently sweet and thoughtful... but this was what happened:
pipi: gen! *throws milo packet with full force*
*milo packet hit a plastic thing.. smack! n fell onto the floor*
everything was probably in a state of awkward silence
pipi's actions are unidentifiable.
*milo packet lays on the floor... DENTED*
hahahha dear pipi, this is so YOU! ur actions are so... unimaginable!

aft sch, went squash court. qiqi, gigi, lili n i decided to brave the sport! 4 pple in 1 court taking turns. qiqi n gigi totally tennis style... but i tnk kong n i were the laughing stock! i play squash like hockey when the ball rolls near the floor... while kong... she's in track so she's not really friends with equipment... this is what happened:
me: *whacked the ball*
kong: *attempts to save it by doing a superwoman dive*
dived in mid air n plopped down on the hard floor like a dead fish!
ROARS OF LAUGHTER SOARED! everyone was literally rolling on the squash ground!
lili! i admire your courage! u r one of a kind! BADSQUASH DUO!

then came the most degrading thing in the world! hockey babes cleaning canteen tables to remove stickiness left by our flyers! do u know it was super throw face? everyone thot we were doing CWO! n like elly n i went round cleaning.... then this table of mayflower pple said, "erm you can sit down actually" so we sat down n cleaned the sticky area trying not to look obvious! hahahahahhaha humour of the century! gigi n qiqi had to pay a visit n laughed! wth!

wend, we all love you and are proud of you! u're strength and perseverence in whatever you do is really inspiring! please do take care of your current state of health! after what happened today, our team should remain strong and supportive of each other for wendy! za, i know u have ur set of problems too n i just want you to know that i cannot handle all these without your help! i want to thank you for always being so dedicated and selfless! i am truely honoured to have known you! no matter what, stay strong! you have the support of the whole team! never feel tt u have disappointed us because instead, u r the one that lifts us up! to the team, we have pple like wend n za who have that fighting spirit and that drive for the welfare of the team... everyone of us should learn from them. it's not about you, it's about us.

i dunno how u all r feeling now but to clear any doubts lurking in ur mind, once a hockey player, always a hockey player! u have made the choice, be responsible of ur choice and tell urself u wun regret it at the end of the day. i once wanted to quit the sport, but when i was banned from it, n i could only stare at my stick longingly n not able to play it, i really felt that something significant has been taken away from my life. i realised i cannot do without a team! the team is what makes my life more fulfilling! and it is only right for me to give my team a more fulfilling life.

WHO ME? JESSICA CLAIRE CHEW
BORN ON: 6 AUG 1988
PROUD TO BE: A BUMMER & A CATHOLIC
MAIL: DANGER_KEEPOUT@HOTMAIL.COM

LOVES
- GOD
- FAMILY & FRIENDS
- BUMMING
- MUSIC & MTV
- SINGING
- HANGING OUT
- IPOD
- SWIMMING
- TANNING
- CRAPPING
- MY OCD
- TEQUILA SUNRISE

HATES
- THE RAIN
- THE RAIN
- DID I MENTION THE RAIN?

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gosh, it's been ancient since i last blogged. lotsa things have been occurring in my life and i got to think over a lot of matters... haha one thing i know is that i'm over-stressed with all my commitments and there are some things i feel like quitting and dropping out of... but then God is amazing. somehow he answers my prayers through music and the wonderful people and friends around me. at times when i ask myself, "how did i got myself into all these things?" and then at the end of the day, the answer was that God has a lot of plans for me and i should feel blessed knowing i do have my set of gifts. it got me thinking... about something i read quite long ago: God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way. when things go wrong, when i feel lost, these r one of the times i m thankful that i have a religion, a faith to hold on to. when there are problems tt i feel are too personal, a strong belief is what keeps me going. hahhaha omg! i sound like a preacher! haha! gosh im in one of my those, u noe, preachy mood!

today... pipi (embarassingly) threw a milo packet at gen. her motive is innocently sweet and thoughtful... but this was what happened:
pipi: gen! *throws milo packet with full force*
*milo packet hit a plastic thing.. smack! n fell onto the floor*
everything was probably in a state of awkward silence
pipi's actions are unidentifiable.
*milo packet lays on the floor... DENTED*
hahahha dear pipi, this is so YOU! ur actions are so... unimaginable!

aft sch, went squash court. qiqi, gigi, lili n i decided to brave the sport! 4 pple in 1 court taking turns. qiqi n gigi totally tennis style... but i tnk kong n i were the laughing stock! i play squash like hockey when the ball rolls near the floor... while kong... she's in track so she's not really friends with equipment... this is what happened:
me: *whacked the ball*
kong: *attempts to save it by doing a superwoman dive*
dived in mid air n plopped down on the hard floor like a dead fish!
ROARS OF LAUGHTER SOARED! everyone was literally rolling on the squash ground!
lili! i admire your courage! u r one of a kind! BADSQUASH DUO!

then came the most degrading thing in the world! hockey babes cleaning canteen tables to remove stickiness left by our flyers! do u know it was super throw face? everyone thot we were doing CWO! n like elly n i went round cleaning.... then this table of mayflower pple said, "erm you can sit down actually" so we sat down n cleaned the sticky area trying not to look obvious! hahahahahhaha humour of the century! gigi n qiqi had to pay a visit n laughed! wth!

wend, we all love you and are proud of you! u're strength and perseverence in whatever you do is really inspiring! please do take care of your current state of health! after what happened today, our team should remain strong and supportive of each other for wendy! za, i know u have ur set of problems too n i just want you to know that i cannot handle all these without your help! i want to thank you for always being so dedicated and selfless! i am truely honoured to have known you! no matter what, stay strong! you have the support of the whole team! never feel tt u have disappointed us because instead, u r the one that lifts us up! to the team, we have pple like wend n za who have that fighting spirit and that drive for the welfare of the team... everyone of us should learn from them. it's not about you, it's about us.

i dunno how u all r feeling now but to clear any doubts lurking in ur mind, once a hockey player, always a hockey player! u have made the choice, be responsible of ur choice and tell urself u wun regret it at the end of the day. i once wanted to quit the sport, but when i was banned from it, n i could only stare at my stick longingly n not able to play it, i really felt that something significant has been taken away from my life. i realised i cannot do without a team! the team is what makes my life more fulfilling! and it is only right for me to give my team a more fulfilling life.